Assalamualaikum everyone :)
It have been so long since i wrote the last posts. Malam nie suddenly rajin nak update balik. Lama sangat tinggalkan sampai lupa password bagai. Haha. Okay abaikan. Just wanna share about something. Lately i've read and stalking actually some friends of mine that have 'change'. Yang hatinya dah dpt hidayah dr Allah utk berubah lebih baik lagi. Dr yang terbuka sampai bertutup litup. Really pretty! . Kdg2 hati nie cemburu bila tgk how they could istiqamah with their changes. Tersentuh sgt bila baca some of them wrote selama hidup nie berapa banyak amalan yg dah dibuat utk Allah, mcmana kuatnya keinginan dia utk mati dlm keadaan syahid, mcmana dia betol2 menjaga hati utk sentiasa istiqamah dl jalan Allah tu. I do admit and wondering myself pernah ke terfikir utk mati dlm keadaan syahid, pernah ke terfikir brapa bnyk amalan yg dah dbuat, nak berubah mmg senang tp nk istiqamah kan hati nie susah. Hati yg sentiasa berubah dgn cepat.  Hati yg sebenarnya milik Allah & Dialah yg menjaga, mengubah hati kita ni. Nak jaga hati  kena sentiasa beringat macam mana pun nnt kita akan kembali juga pd yg satu. When i see how they so eagerly asking for hidayah, i felt mcmana keciknya diri nie klu nk compare with them, usaha yg diri ni bagi belum sama mcm tu. Maybe thats why susah nk istiqamah. Well, hidup kita pun tak lama, ajal, rezeki, jodoh semua Allah je yg tahu. I like to remind myself and others too semoga kita sentiasa berusaha mencari redhaNya dlm hidup nie, semoga kita sama2 dpt tingkatkan amalan kita. I prayed that may all of us living in the blessings and barakah from Him, always have the will to change better day by day :) thats all from me. Goodnyte everyone. im sorry klu ada tersalah ckp or anything in this post. Hopefully worth reading!  ^^



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